unspeakable me

I thought , time could heal ones wound.

I thought , it is all fated as to depart from our love ones.

I thought , it is alright , so long as .. is pleased.

I thought , keeping myself busy could stop myself from remembering.

I thought , somehow , someday , things will fall in place.

I thought , nothing stays the same as time passes by.

I thought , chances and fate would come to me one fine day.

I thought , being the real me would make myself happier.

I thought , misunderstanding will divulge someday.

I thought , i will gain happiness if only i act like one.

I thought , it is more than enough to have no one other than myself.

I thought , i will be fine leading myself without any companion.

I thought , what matter most isn't companion, but myself.

I thought , i would never thought of being depress.

if only i have a listener here right beside.

If only

Someone calling me up

to at least send me their best regards

If only

Someone could touches my heart

If only

Someone sees through my mind

If only

Someone could understand me without me explaining

If only

I have a someone who will never misjudge me, from the very beginning

How i wish i could turn back time

I wanna be an infant

nothing to worry of

but

being bubbly , contented all time