Tedium

Wonder why am I here :

And i dont really know what to do ...

Even for now..

AM i here to BLOG or something???

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To fill up my boringness ..??

To share my current emotion ..??

.....?? Hell i dont know... Just feel like typing !!!

-its been four months- since i last updated..

And Yeah

Chao to 2oo9...

And to be exact, its 2010 february 13th..

Time flies...

as ive

Stopped schooling ,

Started internship ,

Grew older ,

Gained weight ,

Gained knowledge ,

Less outing ,

NO DATING ,

More working ,

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this is how exactly my daily life is .....

wakin up early as in 7:15..

heading towards PDC ( a firm ) at 7:40

reaching at 8:05 (usually)

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lunch at 1-2

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ends at 5pm..

Dinner at 6:00..

- talking to myself - (7:00-9:00)...

Nap at 9pm..

once i open my eyes..

AGAIN .. rise and shine....

there goes my day ....

over and over again !!!!

No night life..

No outing..

No one calling me either.. (pathetic)

Well, during the weekends,

i usually spend my day at home.. SINCE NO ONE DATED ME !!!!!

AND WELL, NO ONE WILL DATE ME EITHER ! LOLLL !!!

Or else, i would .... i would .... go for a movie ... (ALONE)

hahaha.. well , it seems pathetic.. pitiful... somehow, doesnt really matter though. Im independent OK ...!

And hoosh ... its gonna be CNY , (the day after tonight **...)

Iznt it fast ? hmm...

still , im missin my rebrabra gang *... all of u ...

and of course, my sistas... =) - V & Y ..

the one thing...

one thing im now missin out of......

eversince........................

***...... someone .......

who doesnt have thoughts..

Everyone does for sure..

and when it comes to this particular thing........

... I could hardly breathe thinkin of **

...... but somehow, i knw, nothing cud change......

jus feelin kinda disappointed in ** ............

well.. ppl change as time passes by ............

De only thng th we cud do.....

Is to accept the fact...

well, im now trying real hard to be .....

To be

.....'' realistic '' , in order to let go things ...

in which th i shouldnt have hold onto..

Finally, ive made up ma mind...

in order to accept ..

accept the fact..

accept the truth ...

truth .... whereby u & me ..... could never

Never...

NEVER........

Neverrrrr..........

hold each other tight... as tight as how we used to be.......

**

-deep down...i just doesnt wanna trouble u-

=)

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HAHA... what a post !!!! ....

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Last but not least ..

Me here wishin every of u....

''A''

Happy valentines.. - grettings to myself..

Happy Chinese New YEAR - grettings to ppl out there..